Being a mother is the hardest thing I have ever done. It has also been the most rewarding thing.
I was pregnant and or breast feeding for most of my twenties. I did it all again (twice) in my thirties.
I have been underweight, overweight, broke, sick, healthy, wealthy and just plain damn tired.
I have been depressed, suffered anxiety disorders, medicated (legally and not)
I have went through and survived a nasty divorce
I have made friends, lost friends, needed friends
I have cried myself to sleep, I have stayed up endless nights
I have experienced times when I just didn’t want to be a mother, a wife a friend or anything
I have been to the bottom of the deepest darkest holes
…
Through all this, I have never ever forgotten my child in a car in any weather much less the blazing hot summer.
I have never ever even thought about drowning my children in the bath tub or buckling them into their carseats and sinking the car in a lake.
I have no pity, no tolerance, no compassion for this
Thursday, March 31, 2011
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8 comments:
i JUST LOVE READING ALL OF YOUR POST, AND i FEEL TOTOALLY THE SAME WAY ABOUT THIS, I GET TIRED JUST A WELL, NEVER BEEN UNDERWIEGHT THOUGH, BUT YOUR STORIES HITS HOME ALOT AND I AM SO GLAD THAT I HAVE KNOWN YOU EVEN THOUGH WE DONT HANG OUT OR EVEN SOCIALIZE MUCH IT IS NICE TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT EVERYONE GOES THROUGH THE SAME THING ~!!!!
Thank you Jamye and keep on trucking girl. You are one awesome mamma!
Fist pump.
You are the woman....you speak from the heart and must be able to see into my heart cause those are my own thoughts!
hey guess what? this is weird, but i just wanted to say you used to be one of my only followers, and then a while back i switched to wordpress, right before i was featured on scarymommy. i was at thebigbrainfart.blogspot.com
now i'm at
ababynanny.com
i love the way you express motherhood by the way, i think about the smelling dirty hair thing you said all the time. :O)
Damn right. I've been right there with you, my dear, and I feel 400% the exact same way.
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